i wanted to see you so fucking bad yesterday. but i knew i couldn’t.
i cannot handle seeing you and that has been proven to me time and time again.
every time i think I’m doing “okay”
i soon realize that I’m not.
i think its getting worse actually.
every little thing reminds me of you.
i constantly compare you to every guy i see.
they will NEVER be you.
i don’t even want a tumblr anymore. i said i wouldn’t vent on here.. and look what I’ve done. i constantly tweet about you and that isn’t good either. and Facebook.. well thats just a horrible place to be..
i think i really need to stick to being OTR.
this social media, technology shit is not helping me one bit.
and i totally understand that i don’t even have to post what I’m typing right now.
but I still did..
im tired of the pain. the hurt is winning. i miss you. i miss you like crazy. and there are 1000000 things i can do, but i shouldn’t. so i won’t.
and i don’t mind thinking about you..
i just don’t want it to hurt anymore..
and i can finally fucking stop worrying about school.
GO FOLLOW MY NEW TUMBLR.
i have a new blog. this one is too toxic..
folllllllow me :)
i promise i won’t depress you this time -__-
LovelessAphrodite, over and out.
I have an addiction of some sort, I’m kinda sorta really extremely addicted to you. I love you. You’re my first thought in the morning. You are the last thing I think about at night. I think about you in between then too. I have lost control of my addiction. It has taken over my mind, my heart and my soul. It has quickly gone from being sweet and amazing to uncontrollable and wicked. I need to put an end to it.
Anonymous asked: WHY IS YOUR ARM BLUE????????!!!!
i had blood taken out and it bruised :C
Anonymous asked: what are your plans for tonight
straighten hair D:
Anonymous asked: how many are self harm scars