May 2012
so thats it..
LovelessAphrodite, over and out.
Dear, YOU.
I have an addiction of some sort, I’m kinda sorta really extremely addicted to you. I love you. You’re my first thought in the morning. You are the last thing I think about at night. I think about you in between then too. I have lost control of my addiction. It has taken over my mind, my heart and my soul. It has quickly gone from being sweet and amazing to uncontrollable and wicked. I...
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life goes on, and so should i?
but. i. can’t. im in love with you. its been what? 2 weeks. this. shit. sucks. it only seems to be getting harder. I’m waiting to wake up and realize that all of this was just a fucking bad dream. i don’t want any of what happened to be true. i don’t want to accept that this is the way things turned out. what if we had never kissed on october 6th? would things still be...
So I'm in the car
With mi madre.
And we’re on the 57..
Orange bound
And my anxiety is through the roof.
I want to cry.
I’m so close to your house right now.
No joke.
And im trying to imagine him hooking up with other girls but it isn’t doing anything because I still want to hook up with him, ESPECIALLY after the crazyass dream I had about him last night..
Fuck.
oh.
you hate me? you can do so much better than me? I’m just a pathetic 19 year old? you’re glad you fucked me over? you’re glad you’re rid of me? you have girls lined up? you’ll be over me in a hot minute?
wow. I’m impressed.
and i still wish you the best.
after everything you’ve been saying..
yes ok. hate me all you want because i won’t take you...
my blog is my journal
i express, not impress
Why am I so worried about you? Its not like you're...
I’m trying to be strong on the outside.. But I feel like everytime I do.. The way I feel in the inside gets worse and eventually I break down..
I fucking hate this so much.
I’m trying SO hard and I know exactly why i feel this way and it truly sucks. It really does.
I feel so fucking empty inside
And I’m fucking tired of trying to hide it with a fakeass smile.
I'm looking for something to make me smile
Like the love of my life.
as much as i hate to admit it..
today didn’t go the way i wanted it to.
since i dreamt about him all night.. he was the first thing on my mind this morning.. and i almost called him.. i had to ask myself “what the heck are you doing”.. as i was in class i was begging myself not to text you.. i even had it typed out. a simple good morning.. but i can’t.. i don’t even have your number in my phone 8...
Why did I think drinking orange soda would make me...
What’s next.. Gummy worms skittles and m&m’s?
My life revolves around you
ready?
ok so my body sleeps but my mind doesnt
i dreamt about him all fucking night
which means ill think about him all fucking day
i told myself i would look cute today but who the fuck am i kidding..
I’m going to school in my pajamas
i have to make my bed
and i have to get ready for school still
-___-
i like little latina things :)
hahahahah
school 8-3 sounds like pure fucking torture...
When memories hit you. It hurts like fuck.
